I would be lying if I said its been an easy month.
This time has allowed me to spend time alone, with friends, train, think, make decisions and rediscover myself.
Looking back, of course I have regrets. I wish I didn't, but I'm not perfect. If I didn't already know, I now know what I will and will not accept from a person, what I will and will not allow and accept for myself, and to set boundaries for people.
This month has forced me to heal & make tough decisions. I don't enjoy hurting someone, but I also know I'm not to be taken advantage of. During some moments I feel mentally & emotionally stronger. In others, I know I'm still hurting, scarred, and not ready to move forward. It has only been a month.
God has seen me through this ... Although I'm not sure why it happened to begin with ... Well, maybe I do know.
I'm looking forward to more progress & just feeling better every day. We shall see.
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